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Home, Sweet Home?

I am back at my parents' house. And I really do view it as "my parents'" house and not my own anymore. Someone tonight messaged me via AIM and asked if I'll be "home" on Monday. I almost responded with "Well, I'm not …
This is my second night of crying here at the University. It is a wonderful place, with tons of freedom, but it's amazing just how incredibly alone you are in the world here. Is there no one to look out for you, to wat…
On Second Thought...

Disregard the last post. Jeremy has made it clear to me that he's not ready for any relationship with anyone. That he loves me, but that it's a far cry from "in love." He values his pent-up emotions too much. And he …
I was lost 'til I heard the drums, then I found my way

Thank you, Bilal. That chat tonight seemed to have helpful.I don't trust Jeremy. Jeremy doesn't trust himself. We both believe we love each other, and I can really see it in Jeremy. As Bi (BEE) said, "So, really, I …
Only Yesterday

*DISCLAIMER: Take anything I say personally, and you will die. The point of this entry is that my problem is a culmination of a lot of changes. The people around me have changed, but everything about me has not. None …
Something New

I went on a date with a boy today. It was fun. He is cool and all, but I could see him getting annoying -- only time can tell how serious this all will become.Jeremy found out that I'd be going on this date with this b…
I think I have fallen in love with a heartless, insensitive person who doubts the existence of emotion and who prides himself in his power-seeking and bitchy ways.[I'm referring to Jeremy, not that surfer mannequin with …
I'm on the Fourth Level of Hell -- and His Name is Jeremy

If we had world enough, and time.... The problem, though, is that we do, and I still can't handle it. I can't stand not knowing. I can't stand being caught somewhere between lover and friend, boyfriend and ex-boyfrie…
It's Groundhog Day in Pennsylvania

Here I am again, on the infrequently updated but ever-more important Xanga Weblog. I made a vow to myself, once long ago, that I would update this page with only relevant, interesting items of utmost importance to my li…

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