I never write on here anymore. I know. I should be writing about Christmas-related things. I'm not. I should appreciate the time off from stressful school. I don't. Happy Holidays. Merry Christmas. Happy Whatever-I…

Disregard the last post. Jeremy has made it clear to me that he's not ready for any relationship with anyone. That he loves me, but that it's a far cry from "in love." He values his pent-up emotions too much. And he …

Graduation has ended. People seemed to actually enjoy my speech -- I know that I did. I was having an incredible time up there, at the podium, speaking to the entire senior class and their families. Speaking to large …

I think I have fallen in love with a heartless, insensitive person who doubts the existence of emotion and who prides himself in his power-seeking and bitchy ways.[I'm referring to Jeremy, not that surfer mannequin with …